Sometimes the most inconsequential conversations can alleviate the deepest concerns
Not let myself become jaded again. I decided to put myself out there after years of guarding my feelings close to the vest and almost immediately get my heart trampled on. Second-guessing my choice in lifemates. Currently that’s the only thing keeping me going maybe I’m just bad at it bad at choosing the right people to trust. Of course that leads to a whole nother query how do I get better at it? Why didn’t I figure out this way earlier in my life?
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LOVING the screen !! not so big on the battery life but since the first day was mostly restoring and downloading hoping it will improve.
I walk the earth doing the right thing, the less common thing. Always erring on the side of right. Never choosing the easiest path. Unfortunately all too often the target of those that would take advantage. The struggle is in still being the better man regardless of the benefit to self, especially this time of year when everyone is pretending at being good honest folk. I cannot let one bad example of the human race taint my picture of all that we can be. Of all that we SHOULD be.
Currently reading Quantum Man: Richard Feynman’s Life in Science. Very enjoyable but the pace that i have to read at it due to my cognitive issues is horrendous.
Local AAA games!! cant wait for the season to start!
I finally opened up and gave a woman everything she said she wanted only for her to decide she wanted someone else. At least I was finally able to realize that she was none of the things she pretended to be. Seeing her for what she was should allow me to forget her and move on.. should being the operative word.
I have a dietary regimen that borders on insane at least in today’s society. Exercise is on the upswing and weight is slowly dropping. I am muddling through the winter months and so far thankful that the temps haven’t dropped excessively.
I am thinking that I should just have a rolling counter, with a humble bundle monthly subscription the number just keeps creeping up.